I always thought i had the choice to make my life follow the pattern i want it to .. I always thought happiness is something we decide to feel .. but after a while I recognise that these thoughts are not something I can pick up on my way to work in the morning, they are not applicable when I'm down or lonely !! they are just not real!!
I started to adopt a new way of thinking .. a better and more real one .. I started to believe that when our close friends leave to work outside the country we feel sad for a while and then just forget them .. I started to know that fathers are the same in the whole world they just come with different packages and mostly hated by their children ... I started to understand that career life sucks no matter what your job is ..and birthdays should not be the happiest moments for you because indeed you are just growing older !
many new data is being updated in my brain and whether I liked them or not they will exist inside me until I find worse data to replace them !!
I started to adopt a new way of thinking .. a better and more real one .. I started to believe that when our close friends leave to work outside the country we feel sad for a while and then just forget them .. I started to know that fathers are the same in the whole world they just come with different packages and mostly hated by their children ... I started to understand that career life sucks no matter what your job is ..and birthdays should not be the happiest moments for you because indeed you are just growing older !
many new data is being updated in my brain and whether I liked them or not they will exist inside me until I find worse data to replace them !!
